mY boredom...c:

I'm bored..
I'm homesick
And I'm lonely.
I don't know what to do for it...
I tired of doing nothing..

Sometimes watching movie and reading my lessons get irritated me and I don't feel like doing it..Thats always my problem because as my parents and my sister say " ilik, mag study na lng ka kysa manood ng tv, wala kang mapapala sa kapapanood.mag concetrate ka sa study mo"..
I'm tired and bored with this kind of talks.. Gosh they don't have trust on me..I can manage my time, they should not remind me. But sometimes I thought they have right too, and at the end I regret. And always telling myself "hope I follow what they say I just waste my time for nonsense things" . A waste of time—and thus not worth continuing it. Am I right?. I always talked to myself "hey!!you weren't doing anything else anyway"..

I know that understanding my feelings is so complicated az n!!!..I'm a moody person and others misinterpret it. Gosh you don't have to judge me who really I am because you don't know me in fact. I hate it and I get pissed off..I want to yell them." hey gUyzz are you Okay..Are you really out of your mind" but i will not do it. I'm not that kind of person. I don't want others hurt because of me. But definitely I will become sucked in and distracted my moods.Those things you can do with absolutely nothing, things you can do with a very little thing, things you can do with another person. Yes It is true.

OMG, I realized I miss my families. Away from my dear families and friends....what do I miss the most??? for sure my families,..hujuhu.. I miss being able to sit down and eat with them as a family.
I miss my home town that I live in and my friends. I always feel homesick whenever I'm in school.
Away from parents is really sucked and sick. I want to go home but I cant. I'm waited when school is not going on and came home from my family.Yeheey.. But when I came back from the city, It backs square from the zero. At days and nights I'm alone, far from them and already get started feeling alone, crying and bored. But in a form of televisions, reading books I prevent BOREDOM.

Yet, I know that It is hard to be interested in something when you cannot concentrate on it. Living in the moment and having something to live for is not easy but you will stand on your own, so that you will SURVIVE in this LIFE. But I will difinitely recognize the BEAUTY of the WORLD, and you are probably less likely to be bored overall..

I envy You!?

What persons are we to envy others?..
What persons who are to be envied themselves.

Why you do it?.

Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you. And aspire to have better things or improve your situations, that's seemingly impossible because it turns to envy. People say it is normal and think that It's better to be envious of what others have than to be smug of what you have that others don't. You dislike them for being or having it, which will only make you feel sorry for yourself, and will make you pissed off. For me its better to work out your dream in life because it is some achievable way good, as it fuels the desire to try harder, and work harder in order to achieve that goal.

We know every individual has its life to live. We are unique that don't deserve to get jealous with other people. Envy is wears many faces or disguises. Getting jealous is something to be unhappiness because It is one of most general causes unhappiness in your life. You may fear of losing something that one does not you have in yourself. And must discover yourself because you will realized that there is nothing missing and nothing broken, nothing to be envy. And it is impossible for you to envy another because you know who you are.You have enough of your own stuff so you wont envy someone elses stuff.

Just DON'T Be JEALOUS..

It may KILL YOU..

vacation08 wIth my hysKul fRiends (JASMINIANS 0'6)

December 22,2008.
I decided to spent my holidays with my family and friends. So I went hOme in my beloved hOmetown the MALaBang, Lanao dEl SuR..It's a far away placed fRom davwo..peOples there are mostly mUslims but there also a christian. It's a quite peaceful place..fUll of mysteries,,jeheheje..Im just kidding.. When I came home I observed big changes at our place.

During I stayed there..I quite sometime getting touch with my highschool classmates and friends. We went one of the beaches in our places..We take swimming and got fun there..

December 23,2008

Lorenzo beach

A clean,beautiful, and peaceful beach.We went swimming, laughing, playing at the sea and taking pictures.

A ranch nearby at the beach.
Were playing at the sand.

Taking some pose late afternoon.

My fRiends.
I want to be alone, far from my friends.

After care.

December 25,2008

Ramitan beach

It is also a clean, beautiful beach.There is a cottages. During we came in this beach it is low tide.. At the back of this beach is there is a white sand Island. My friends...(layyah,anIra,me and Opie)

Taking some rest..

Over the bRanch..It is low tide..

It is been a long time sInce I did not see mw old frIends..A bonding mOments with them is one of my happiness...a memories that cannot fade away..and always reminds me with them..Guysszz Im so happY..sa maUulit..kIta kitz pa rin tau sa vacation...tXt txt pa rIn...gOodluck to us..LoL♥☺♥☺♥

..fRiend of mIne..

FRIENDSHIP

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares. And that’s friend but a true friend. A friend who’s there through my good times and tears. Who stays by my side as my friend through the years.

Friends care, Friends share, we need friends everywhere!!!

Someone who brightens my day and your day with a SMILE, a warm HELLO, or GENTLE WORDS from the HEART. Who make me smile and encourage me to succeed. She lends an ear, share a word of praise, and always want to open her hearts to me.Not a two-faced person. Because as Blaise Pascal say that “Few friendships would survive if each one knew what his friend says of him behind his back” .

You never know how long it is going to last. Cherish every minute.

cUlmination Day( commUnity Duty)

This culmination day would not be accomplished without the help of the important persons. And the activities would not be accomplished without the cooperation of the people living there. Thanks for the families for sharing us their present situation.We teach health teaching in our simple way and encourage them to apply in their daily life. Their problems present to the resident trigger our group to choose families that need to be assisted. That is why we, nursing students in this situation shared some tips on how to keep their life free from any harmful threats. We enjoy teach children how the proper way toothbrush their teeth and also proper hygiene and hand washing. Smile in their face relieved our stress. Mothers are happy for us and always thank us for being in their community. It is so much fun that I experienced at that day.Taking good care children are not easily, coz thier doing vigorous activity but u can easily adopt it. In this experience, we had opened our hearts and minds to the reality that not all people are blessed with enough blessings in life.

My fIrst blog sPot thoUghts..

..You see, I want to be perfect for you..
Afraid of letting u go..jahha..
afraid if letting u go in..(char)..
I dont know when it all started..
When my head become dizzy with thoughts of YOU..(oooPs)
Those thoughts would often pop up in my mind..
I feel anxious as my heart expands for you...(buang)
Its nothing..It's just a little thIng..jahaha
Your words are akward to me..ambot nimo..
My heart keeps saying it loves you..pag sUre oIe..
It screams out for the whole world to hear..cge daw beh pag shout daw..
One look at you,.
and I was alive again..
One look at you..
and I forgot that I 'am HURTING...

>na buang na lang ka sa mga kadaghan n requirements sa RLE ..kya gusto mo mag relax mag isip ng kung anu-ano....
..my head become dizzy.,Baki? kc po nanood kagabi ng NaRUTO movie.,2:30 a.m na natulog..Tnx kay pat sa pagpahiram ng Cd..jahhaja..kaya ang nangyari hindi ng study sa Micro.
sUnod huh..pag txt oie f ever magpunta ka Bhauz..na sHock ko kay bagOng gising pa ako nun ngpunta ka..walang ligo, la ng tootbrush..jahahahja!!!!..peo na enjoy ako kc may kasama ako na nanood ng mOvie..(parang pang8 ang sinasabi ko..in faIrness totoo?)..jahaha...
Basta " No one should stop living because LIFE is really gREAt"..